yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

finally, we had passed through the 'dark' period...my grandma's is ok already. but she really gave a a scare yesterday night around 9pm. her condition suddenly worsened. her BP sky-rocketed to 220. and she was complaning bout chest pain. her body, hands, legs and mouth were shaking. it took bout an hour for her to get better. all of us were there by the bedside. and my aunts were giving her encouragement, telling her not to give up. it was really a tense situation. because of some situation, she can't really leave the house before 11pm, but that time was just 9pm. and her condition was not too good. she just have to struggles for the last two hours before we can send her to the hospital. it's like a do-or-die (in this case, it's really death). luckily she managed to pull through this time. she didn't gave up herself, coz no one can really help her. so after an hour later, her BP began dropped to a normal level. and her chest pain was gone. it was a relieve to everyone. she finally made it. we were all happy... coz soon after that everything will be normal again. and we didnt waste our effort to take care of her from wednesday nite till yesterday nite. it was the last day of the 'dark period'. and according to my neighbour (the aunty that has yin eyes, a lot of those spirits were in the house on early thursday morning (from 11pm (wednesday) till 6 am. and she really mean a lot of it. 'they' were there to 'see' my grandma, so if my granma gave up that night, they will take her away with them. my aunt heard some noise. according to my neighbour, when those spirits came, we can listen some all sorts of noises. for example, she heard the chair in the dining hall was being accidently pushed by 'something' when everybody was sleeping/no one in the dining hall.

by the way, today i'm damn happy. first, my granma was ok already, and second; i found a website. i can finally download some smashing pumpkins stuff. some mp3s that i wanted for so so so so so so so so so...long.