no outing tomorrow, etc

i planned to meet up with brenda today (sunday; dec 12) but she said wanna meet up on monday. i really didnt know the reason, and don't intent to ask her. i'm pretty sure she got her own reason. since i'll be out of kl next monday, so i can't really meet her up. plan towards another meeting next time when i'm around.

need to go back practice my guitar. it's been more than a week since i touch my 'beloved' axe- the battered Hofma. that axe really gave me some pretty happy/proud/sad/embaressing moment in my life especially in my Uni days (with dave).

• Happy- i could come out with some pretty decent tune with that axe. instruments are important, but it's the player's creativity/passion/expressions that can make a tune comes alive.
• Proud- used it to perform in some stage performances. but in majority of those performances, i never had the chance to express my music. were forced to play as sessionist. or play cover songs.
• Sad- i used it to write Shattered Life (S.L), when i shattered my own life. and now S.L became our trademark term to describe some members of the band (esp me and dave) when we kantoied in love.
• Embaressing- the ultimate unforgettable experience in my life time, flopped up on stage with dave in the Humanity Nights. the equipment failed us, the new strings failed us, even the cable was having a nights out to make us feel like shit on stage. we some some tunes, and we can't even finish playing them. really sorry to my guitar hero, Billy Corgan, to failing to perform his tune 'galapagos'.