yesterday's stuff

finally today i managed to send out some sms to some of my friends. i just top up my phone. it's been more than a week since i had been struggling to survive with a few cents of credit. it's damn difficult to live without my phone (it's damn old model of nokia which can kill a dog.)

finally i replied to kiew's sms (it's some kind of a pic message). i told myself long time ago that i will reply all sms that had been sent to me even a simple ones, or some picture message. need appreciate them, coz even one simple sms meant a lot to somebody. we does know how does it feel not to get replied when send a sms to somebody. it's like talking to somebody 'in front' and he/she don't give a 'fuck' to you. back to the story, i told her that i'm in kl now, looking for a job. and she asked me whether 'the band' will be jamming or not. coz she wanted to join us as an audience. last time when she joined us for jus a short time. and when i went back to my hometown, she sms'ed me that she was interested to join us again in the future. and i thought she was kidding. coz i thought who would wanna join us playing/practicing. coz we always fooling around in the studio (except last saturday's session where we (me and dave) was not in the mood. and making sooo much noise in the studio. and BW (black widow) bought some new amp head, and stacks. 100watts if i'm not mistaken. and it was fucking huge. and sounded not bad. prefer Marshall amps. They kicked ass... Long Live Marshall!!! i'm really vying for a Marshall amp. but now need to settle my job first...

i had also sent some sms to one of my former coursemate from kedah. she was one of my good fren there, she was working as a nurse before she join us in USM. although she was like 12 years older than me, but we were quite close. she was a malay lady and we even shared the same birthday. 29th February. i asked her lot of her work (she's still works as a nurse in some Government Health Center), and i told her that i'm currently searching for a job, coz as some of you knows, my previous job sucked like hell. and she only got my number coz all her contact numbers were lost when she lost her handphone. so i offer to type all my numbers ( former coursemates only ) and print it out, and send it to her a.s.a.p.

was browsing through the newspaper all day. and to my surprise, there were a lot of graphic designers vacancy available in the paper. thank god!! but can't be so happy soon coz the competition to look for jobs are pretty competitive. and i need to go back on next monday morning. damn, how am i suppose to do when there is an interview next week. shit!! i'm not staying in my aunt's place (for some apparent reasons).

need to go back to kuantan and retrieve back my PS2 (and i'm not sure whether they will finish repairing). life is damn bored without my PS2. i'm looking forward to play some new games, like GTA: St Andreas. it's been 2 month since my console was having some problem. i need to write to the star for some advice soon. i feel cheated, coz it was broken less than 3 months after purchased, when i take it back to the shop, they don't even offer to replace or repair it. i was told to repair the console, and paid 30 bucks for service charge. and this is what you get in malaysia, LOUSY CUSTOMER/AFTER SALES SERVICE. they only care to make money out of you. bastards!!!! should have bought my PS2 in KL.....

and just now i visited dave's blog, and that bugger was making some good comments on my stuff. thanks dude. but i didn't the stuff to make him miserable. i just wanna share those stuff, and see whether we can develop it in the future. difficult to show those stuff in the studio coz it wasted lots of time just to show some chord or whatever. and please don't make me sounded like some fucking cool guitarist/guitar gods, coz i'm really not that good. if i'm good, then why i always 'kantoied' (flopped) when practicing?? haha...that shows that i sucked... actually those songs were developed for quite some time. some of those riffs/chords/lead/lick need to developed or refine to make it sounds cool. some were pure divine inspirations, and some of it, need to search for it (that means, i imagine before i play+need some influence too). and he can play TE's stuff too. just lacked some 'souls' in playing FP (finger picking) tunes. he doing a great job picking up fingerstyle. i'm quite interested in fingerstyle also, but i lacked determination to learn the style. maybe one day, but not now. there are plenty for to learn for me....i told fei bout my plans to learn FS, and he already warned and threaten me not to. coz if i do, i can't get free lift from him anymore when we go jam. kejam..... but don't worry, i will fused FS and rock/metal/blues together. we'll make FS rocks!! hahaha!! we'll name the new genre finger rock style.