paint job 2

Still getting my hands dirty with the paint job. Called my mom, asked her bout the progress of home. She said she already finish painting the living room, and their own room. So i told her that i will personally do my room. Got some pretty wicked plans. Gonna do some graphic patterns in on the wall. Already discuss it with my brother. Hopefully he can help me out with it.

Yesterday was hell. Been painting the whole place for like 12 hours. Started in the morning bout 10pm++, and finished around 11pm. And we are not getting much help from 'some people' in the house, esp the 'owner'. Really damn pissed with it. Her childrens (the 2nd and 3rd one) 'helped' a bit (more to giving us headache actually, haha) but the eldest one don't give much a damn to us. She was those who only care bout her self and her looks. And seldom help out around the house. Sigh...... she always think think that she's beautiful and cute, and don't care to get her hands dirty to help out around the house. besides, she's too occupy with her looks.

The gig is coming soon. Shit!! Damn nervous. Not like dave, now he gained confidence in performing (coz of the kickstart exposure), and i 'hate' you. Ciss!!! Really need to do more show/whatever to gain lots of confidence. I think fei was a bit like me, nervous break down. and always scared to 'kantoi' (flopped). i really hope i can stand at the far corner and concerntrate on my playing/ wear a mask/ quit the band. hahah...