people come and go!!

been in this company for less than 3 month, but unfortunately i've seen too many people leaving from my current company. for me things are still ok, but poeple were getting fed asking for a raise etc. it's all about the money. currently a new girl just left, less than month. she claimed that the company didnt offer her an attractive pay. well, at least she don't need to work till 10pm or 11pm and maybe sometimes till 6am (my worst record).

maybe i should consider leaving too. staying for too long makes me sick. we need to survive too. there were rumours that the manager (the son of the owner) is getting married and he'll be getting a new apartment (penthouse) and a new mercedes. and the fucking MD said that the company is not making money. stingy bastards!!

got a new practical trainee here in the office. that this month my creative direcotr is leaving too. opps..now in less than 3 months, it's like 6 people went away.

too bad that chick left, coz she's quite a cun girl... now, no more cun chick to see. what a boring life now.......

what a coincedence

i just posted an entry bout my "mentally unstable" brain thinking of quiting the band. few minutes later, the disney channel was showing a bunch of guys playing in a band. soon the song finishes, those guys were insulting each other and it lead to "band-conflict".

maybe i should stop thinking of that issue. i'm thinking too much bullshits. maybe i should address some issues next time (of which i'm dissatisfied). should do it professionally, coz certain stuff cant be kept inside. if the thing's not solved, it would lead to something 'huge'...problemo.

rock on, and never gave up hope because of certain small distraction...

btw, i still have to keep my own promise, that 1 day, i would wanted to show my own creations to somebody who once show-offed in front of me. and i will make sure it happens. by that time, i'll wanted to make 'his' songs sounded 'tiny' compared to mine.

damn.............

today, i been thinking a lot about the band (the direction we are heading, what lies in the future, can we really gonna make it, and all those fucking questions pops in my mind every second). those stuff had been filling in my head, and i got problem to 'flush' it out.

at one point, i've even thinking of quiting the band. i'm tired just to jam and jam every time, but we still didnt achieve anything, no goals, no target.... and i even think sometimes why the hell i wrote all the songs. i should had just play covers and jam in the room (with myself).

Real meaning behind those jobs requirements!!

When i first started working at my current place, i saw this interesting 'article' on the wall. wanted to post it long time ago, but cant find the time to do it. so...today, i finally did it.

The Real Meaning Behind Those Job Requirements:

Outgoing Personality - Always going out of the office
Great Presentation Skills - Able to bullshit
Good Communication Skills - Spends a lot of time on the phone
Work is First Priority - Too ugly to get a date
Active Socially - Drinks a lot
Independent Worker - Nobody knows what he/she does
Quick Thinking - Offers plausible excuses
Careful Thinker - Won’t make a decision
Uses Logic on Difficult Jobs - Gets someone else to do it
Expresses Themselves Well - Speak English
Meticulous Attention To Detail - A nit picker
Has Leadership Quality - Is tall or has a louder voice
Exceptionally Good Judgement - Lucky
Keen Sense of Humour - Knows a lot of dirty jokes
Career Minded - Back stabber
Loyal - Can’t get job anywhere else
Plans for Promotions / Advancement - Buys drinks for all the boys
Of great value to the organisation - Gets to work on time
Relaxed Attitude - Sleeps at desk

updates!!!

it's been a very long time since i updated this blog. so much to say, but too lazy to type all of in one go so.......

-went to melaka to chyn's place. one of my former course, sook kwan came together. meet former housemate. dinner, chat, reunion, have drinks together. had a great time with the girls. unfortunately, one of them, liching can't join us. (i felt she had changed a lot, from her sms reply, email etc. she seems so cold towards me. but anyway, don't give a fuck. it's not my problem. it's her life.

-got financial problem in melaka. got to borrow from chyn. gonna pay him up soon. maybe this weekend. i thought i will get the money from th echeque that i deposited since friday, unfortunately it didnt. so i have to borrow from chyn. and i need to control my spending while in melaka. boring...

-meeting today (WIP), luckily didnt get fucked my people from other departments, but got fucked by my own department's people. still the same problem that i'm slow (even in my action). what fucking wrong with walking slow. should i fucking rush myelf ehre and there just to make myself look busy. fuck it...... other problems, my fault (but my performance recently was ok, better than last month. but still, they were still mentioned my shortcoming from the last month. always my fucking fault..

-did a mock up for unitar (university tun abdul razak), did it on my own. quite satisfied coz it's the first time that i really do it with both of my hands. i mean no assistance from other people. the sticking part was good. fucking happy with it, but the line cutting part failed. used too much pressure. so some part of it had been cut off. so...at last i need to print it again. so now, i'm stucked in the damn office. and because of this unitar thingy, i need to work from thursday (8:30am till friday 7a.m) almost fucking 24 hours. why....GRAPHIC DESIGNERS ARE OVERWORKED AND UNDERPAID...

-been seeing a lot of beggars in bangsar. some of them, are really people with disablities. i don't mind them at all. but some assholes are taking advantage over the whole situation. i saw quite a number of people pretending to be blind just to get sympathy from people. i will never give them a fucking penny. a normal person who pretended to be blind just to get money from sympathetic people. if God was really watching, i really hope that He will reverse the situation for them. those who likes to pretend a blind person, will fucking got blind eventually, then those people with really blindness can see again.

-tomorrow jam session with the guys. gotta prepare.

-accidently burned a hole in dave's wallet. i pull the handbrake on his car while the car was stopping (it was moving very slow) but unfortunately it condemned someparts of the car (the hydraulic or something). OPPPS!!!!! SORRY MAN, the accident was not intentional.... really don't know that it broke something. I'll some of the maintenance fee. this was one of the most expensive ride in my life.... ouch!! ( Lesson: Never Pull Kancil's Handbrake)

got a gmail account. got the invitation from uwai (the bassist). and my ID is axman.caye@gmail.com. such a cool ID. i like it very muc. now wanna go back... damn tired