damn.............

today, i been thinking a lot about the band (the direction we are heading, what lies in the future, can we really gonna make it, and all those fucking questions pops in my mind every second). those stuff had been filling in my head, and i got problem to 'flush' it out.

at one point, i've even thinking of quiting the band. i'm tired just to jam and jam every time, but we still didnt achieve anything, no goals, no target.... and i even think sometimes why the hell i wrote all the songs. i should had just play covers and jam in the room (with myself).