my bloody tired face

my bloody tired face. lack of 4 days sleep.

ohh...god!!!!

it's either i get the most hard-working award, or the super slow worker award, or the bad luck award (u will get all those additional work). it's already 2.50am ++, and i'm still stucked in the office. i think i seriously need a better place to work. not with the boss' wife who's like cant even done a proper job in distributing all the job to us, or will suddenly add something on your table at 4pm. how can we finish up those stuff, when we get to do some unnecesarry stuff shove to us.
my fucking eyes are killing me now...

tense and sleepless

been thinking of changing job lately. so damn tense to think bout those stuff, late working hours, no O.T's and other same bloody issue over the year that i had faced when i'm working. WHY THE HELL, like i'm the only one facing these kind of shits. work without OT, late working hours, little pay. argh...why the the fuck i chosed these line of work....
i do love this kind of job, but why other people gets the higher pay, fewer works and better working hours.
and i'm suspecting that my boss is another china-man. btw he's also from klang. why do i always get this kind of bosses from klang. arghhhhhh!!!!!!

more to better stuff. the resurrection song are getting better now. some cool stuff are added inside. gotta improve my lyrics and singing. just got to. and need to finish up the song "3 seconds". a song with a bit of influence from tommy emman's song "initiation". shit..i'm beginning to be like dave, 'ciplak' from other people. haaaa....

ohh..got a message posting from a good fren (dugong) and she wanted to remain anonymous, so can't reveal her true identity. and i got some stupid scam from nigeria that i'm the next-of-kin to somebody called john thai. bloody stupid. i'm chinese, and my surname is not 'Thai'. please go and scam somebody else...

recording session??

not sure whether we got the recording session or not. wai also not sure whether he'll be coming down. seriously..i'm damn nervous. yikes.. even the recording fee scared the hell out of me......

fuck

well, before i started working, my boss told that if we went back home late, we get to arrive to the office a bit late. but unfortunately, that's not the case..today my boss' wife called up to her office and issue me a warning letter for getting in the office late lately. holy fuck..... and some dateline stuff too....been missing a lot of datelines altely. why...coz have to work late everyday, lost concentration, and mind is not alert, like a living zombie. have to buck up or get lost

where the hell i've been??

still here, but living like a dead corpse, beeen fucking busy these weeks. it's been more than 3weeks since i've blogged. but people dun give 4 fucks if i blogged or not. it's just my personal diary.

updates: for my future reference
-startedd working in that company in kelana jaya. i got a better offer from the company near sg wang, but i didnt accept the offer coz i wanna learn different things. i'm not very good doing packaging. it's a good opportunity to do it. just to add my market value.

-lost my fucking wallet. no money inside, but i need to endure all those stuff that i rather wanted to avoid. apply for bank card, IC, etc. boring stuff. settled that this week.

been working like a dog for the past 3 weeks. not much to do, but still ahve to work late till 12 midnite ++. or once it was till 5 am. feel like a walking zombie.

doing the usual weekend jamming and song development stuff. with the current method we're using, i noticed that we got some progress each time, sometimes not much, but it's enough. at least no need rush to play in the studio. trying to 'rekindle' back my guitar partnership with mr fp. gonna record a demo for ibands. just wanted to try our luck.

asked leonard for help.