ARGHHHHH.... u wouldn't like it when i'm angry

I had been having this fucking nightmarish situation. It was a situation that all designers hate in this world. I'm damn fucking sure that all had experienced it before, and later if ur alone in the office:

a) u would be patient enough to start all your work all over again. ( if u had forgotten to save all your working files)
b) u would really like to smash anything you could get your hands on to the bloody Mac or PC
c) u would fuck off from the office before you did damage to more office equipments.

My fucking Adobe Illus would always quit unexpectedly before i had a chance to save the files. I dare to admit that sometimes, i tend to be forgetful, or sometimes lazy, but doing the same artwork (from the same starting point) twice would really ignite the volcanoes inside of you, or even worst 'the hulk' inside you. Now i just wanna 'do' something to the FUCKING MAC. Fuck!!!!!!!!

Now i would rather go home and watch football. FUCK IT!! i'll continue tomorrow, even if it's a saturday. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Money Not Enough??

I received this email sent by a 'friend' a few days back.


Very interesting....read on.

Let's to do some calculations here. In Malaysia the average family income is RM3000 (Father works, mother doesnt). I understand there are a lot of families whose income don't reach RM3000, but, to make things simple, lets take RM3000 as the figure. ok la right?
Okay, let's start rolling with a family which has Papa, Mama, 1 daughter and 1 son. ngam ngam..



Calculation starts...

Electricity and water bil RM100 (no aircond, no home
theatre, no waterheater k?)

Telekom and Handphone bil RM100 (cannot make a lot of calls
one you know? NO Streamyx also)

Meal for the whole happy family RM775 (3 meals on RM25/day,
RM25 for 4 persons????)

Papa makan/teh tarik during working hours RM155 (RM5/day,
RM5 can eat what?)

Car repayment RM400 (a proton saga aeroback, 7 years repayment)

Petrol RM300 (Living in City, Jam) Go to work, bring son to
school, only can afford one car running.

Insurance RM650, (kids, wife and myself).

House repayment RM750 (Low cost housing repayment for 30
years, retired still have to work to pay house!)

Tuition RM80 (got that cheap meh?? No, I don't think so)

Older children pocket money @ school RM20 (RM1/day, eat bread??)

School fees RM30 (enough ah??)

School books and etc etc. RM100 (always got extra to pay in school)

Younger children milk powder RM50 (cannot have the DHA,
BHA, PHA one, expensive)

Miscellaneous RM100 (shampoo, rice, sauce, toilet paper)

Oh wait!!! I have to stop here, so... No Astro, no movie @ cinema, no DVD, no CD, no online, cannot KFC, cannot Mc Donald, cannot go Park walk during weekend(petrol expensive), no chit chat on phone with grandparents, and etc...

Let's use a calculator to total up... WALAO EI.. Shit!
RM3610 already.. EPF belum potong, income tax lagi,........oledi --- RM610...
How to survive laa tuan-tuan dan puan-puan sekalian???
Our Deputy Prime Minister ask us to change lifestyle? How
to change? Don't eat? Don't work? Don't send children to school and study?
Besides that, I believe in Malaysia population, there are millions of
Rakyat Malaysia which still don't earn RM3000/month!!!
What is this? Ini lah Malaysia Boleh.. Sorry.. it should be
Malaysians Boleh, because we're still alive and kicking!!
Our politicians must be mad!!!!!!

the new back-up bassist: ME!!!!!!!!!!!

came back yesterday. reached pekeliling about 11:30am. damn fucking tired. been playing " the godfather" till 3am. after reaching home, it's koma time. and i didnt even had a proper lunch. just went back and cooked a packet of instant noodle.

meet up with the guys at bangsar. brought along my axe. but unfortunately, i didnt played my axe. i just played bass the whole bloody hour. the only time i touch the guitar was when i played resurrection with the guys. actually i pretty enjoyed playing the bass right now. maybe i need a new perspective in music, something fresh. i'm having some creative block with the axe these days. so playing the bass might help....