Today in the life 21st Dec

Went out for a super lunch session. I had never eaten so much since i got my test result a few month ago. Not only it was 'superior' in quantity, it was also 'rich' with fats, sugar, salt etc.... So for my dinner.. i think i'll skip this one. I never felt 'so guilty' eating before. Compared to last time, i think i'm better now. At least i tried not to eat like a fucking hungry mad dog.

So after lunch.. went back to the office. Rushing out the bloody Just U magazine. And got fucked up by the boss and the other designer in Singapore. Opppss.... Anyway getting fucked these days felt a lot better compared to last time, especially during 'Ice Cube' days.

Soon after that it was gift exchange time. Early this morning, me and William with the help of HinHwee were preparing some 'surprise gift box' for Joy. It was fun actually, playing pranks. Thank God that Joy was not that angry. Sorry..... This is what we do. William was supposed to give her a shopping voucher, and me, with my wicked mind, planned something for her... We actually took an empty box, stuffed quite a lot of newspaper inside it, and hide the voucher at the bottom (under the flip). So Joy took so damn long to find it. She thought we didn't put the voucher in. We assured her that it was in there. It was happy moment actually (for me).

Thank God I'm feeling better these days. I would still be thinking of her sometimes. But after the incident, i really felt there's no point for me think of her anymore. Actually I'm really thankful that the chirpy new designer girl was were. At least she can cheer up the atmosphere sometimes, and i got someone to talk to and joke with. And i got this feeling that someone were thinking that 'we' got something happening behind their back... Hhmmmmm

Arghh... i don't really give a fuck anymore. I don't really cared what they think of me now. I'm just trying to help her out in the design part and at the same time get to know her better. What's wrong with that??? Hahaha...