Sigh

Well... I'm finally pull out from the band after all the doubts. Made up my mind. The final straw came when I was asked to play bass part. Every time i forced myself to learn cover songs and now bass??? Well, i can't stand anymore. I felt like i've being push around. I know i sucked at playing cover songs. It's because since i started to improve in my playing, i really wanted to find my own style and sound. Not sitting there learning to play covers.

I'm really thinking what i can do. Really had been feeling down these days. I seem to have lost my interest in music. I really need to do something... but i dunno what!!!