FUCK... There it goes again

The company is closing and all of us will be retrench. That's fucking bad!!!! All of us will fucking lose our job. In a way, i counted that as a blessing in disguise. I'm hoping to build my own business for the last past year. Been thinking of ideas and reading business/entrepreneurship books like crazy for the past year. It all started with Robert Kiyosaki's "Rich Dad Poor Dad".

For me, I think it's a SIGN. I wanted to badly to start a business, but i can't just leave everything behind. Now in a way, i was 'forced' to do it. Need to meet up with my aunt this weekend. Need her advice on the business thingy.

I planned to do it within this year. So for the extra time hours available, i need to do my research. I WILL and CAN DO IT... I need to trust myself in this. I MUST DO IT NO MATTER WHAT!!!