Worried To Death

This is the defining moment in my life. The company just fucked up and i will be out of job soon. I had this business idea in mind, but i don't have enough capital to jump start it. I need to survive too regarding what my plans are, but i think i really had enough of design jobs. I seriously want to escape from graphic design. I really had enough of the designer SLAVERY. Crazy irregular working hours. This is the time that i needed to be strong. I need to survive and at the same time continue to do the research for the business.

The basic concept is not hard, but starting and planning the whole thing are.

Damn, i'm really at a crossroad now. Why can't i just be anybody, and just be contented with their life. I used to be like that. But people change due to certain circumstances. I need to be strong and survive this.