Business vs Employment

Gosh.. I think my head is going to blow up anytime soon!!!! This Business VS Employment situation is giving me the headache every fucking day. This is the time where i must trust myself. I seriously wanted to do my own thing, but still there are somethings that is holding me back. SECURITY!! I'm really fighting with myself right now. And now i know what a best friend meant by saying that. I finally I understood what you meant.

Man Utd kicked Liverpool's ASS

Woohoo... MU kicked Liverpool's ass last week. Never been happier. Now eat this.....

Worried To Death

This is the defining moment in my life. The company just fucked up and i will be out of job soon. I had this business idea in mind, but i don't have enough capital to jump start it. I need to survive too regarding what my plans are, but i think i really had enough of design jobs. I seriously want to escape from graphic design. I really had enough of the designer SLAVERY. Crazy irregular working hours. This is the time that i needed to be strong. I need to survive and at the same time continue to do the research for the business.

The basic concept is not hard, but starting and planning the whole thing are.

Damn, i'm really at a crossroad now. Why can't i just be anybody, and just be contented with their life. I used to be like that. But people change due to certain circumstances. I need to be strong and survive this.

Business Thingy

Had a pretty long discussion with my aunt regarding the business that i wanted to start. She highlighted a few big problems to me. First of as usual, capital. Hmmmm.... this is really a big problem to most budding entrepreneur. But some people started with minimum capital. I'm sure i can solve this problem. I wanted start the paper recycling project, but after the discussion, i'm not really sure of it now. I will try to do it. No matter what. I will try to solve it. I can really see the future of it.

Post election blues

I never thought that the opposition would capture both KL and Selangor. Damn it. It does show that the people are really really unhappy with the previous admin. Let's see that they can do? Personally i'm pretty worried since i'm working in PJ now. Not a good thing!!!!

FUCK... There it goes again

The company is closing and all of us will be retrench. That's fucking bad!!!! All of us will fucking lose our job. In a way, i counted that as a blessing in disguise. I'm hoping to build my own business for the last past year. Been thinking of ideas and reading business/entrepreneurship books like crazy for the past year. It all started with Robert Kiyosaki's "Rich Dad Poor Dad".

For me, I think it's a SIGN. I wanted to badly to start a business, but i can't just leave everything behind. Now in a way, i was 'forced' to do it. Need to meet up with my aunt this weekend. Need her advice on the business thingy.

I planned to do it within this year. So for the extra time hours available, i need to do my research. I WILL and CAN DO IT... I need to trust myself in this. I MUST DO IT NO MATTER WHAT!!!

29th Feb 2008

29th Feb 2008

It was a very happy day for me. Well, it was my birthday. I waited hell long for a birthday. Just like the Olympics or the Euro. Was pretty 'lonely' at night. No messages or birthday wishes. But all the wishes came pouring in early in the morning. What can i say.. THANKS A LOT FOR THE WISHES. YOU GUY/GALS WERE GREAT.

Supposed to have a karaoke session at 11am. It was a working day, but we proceed with the plan. A few days before i asked the boss' permission for it. The best of all, the boss' offered to pay half of the expenses. Really appreciated that... After all the hard work and sleepless nights, i got something rather than nothing.

Karaoke was fun, invited an ex-colleague. As usual, i would sang the few songs. The MUST-SING list. In addition, i sang a Jacky's number. I wanted to sing another number but i didn't know the name of the song. Damn. But fortunately i got the name from my colleague's sis. She was a big fan. Too bad i didn't get to sing that one though. I practiced my ass off that song the other night, to the extend of translating the lyrics via 'pin yin'; the ABC style. Pretty hooked with that song these days.

At night it was another round of dinner with a few friends (Form 6 mostly) and a few good friends, Chyn and Khah Leong (unfortunately, he can't make it that day, he was stuck in the office after a heavy downpour). We were almost 15 minutes late for the dinner. Need to pick up Chyn from his place plus a few jams here and there.

The steamboat place needs no introduction from the people from the Klang Valley. It was packed for most of the day. And the most crazy thing of all, people tend to go crazy over the chicken wings. They just rush in and grab every piece of chicken wings available. It looked like a pack of hungry lions that almost starved to death pounced on a carcass of an elephant. The UGLY side of Malaysian. But since i also ate the chicken wings, i also part of them lah... i guess.

Got a card from PohYin. She sent the card from Singapore. Wow... I'm touched. Thanks!!!!

The food was OK. Got a lot of variety to choose from. Not like your usual cheapskate steamboat buffet. Everyone was damn full that day. Well.. will be waiting for the next event. Haha. It would nice to go for another round this coming April.

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Post 29th Feb 2008

As Khah Leong can't make it on Friday, he promised that he will give a treat on Saturday. So on Saturday, we went to The Ship in Damansara Jaya. I ordered a sizzling steak. But when i got my food, apparently there was no 'sizzle' at all. Hmm.. the steak was just OK I guess. Nothing really special. Next trip, I'm going to belanja him. Thinking of going to Tony Roma's