Pulling out!!!!

I did something pretty amazing yesterday morning. I've been thinking of it since Sunday night. Even before i fell asleep, it was still in my head. I've been planning pull out of the band. I'm not really a cover song guy. That's why i wanted to play original stuff. Maybe it's not that good, but at least i got something to express my self. Nothing wrong with playing cover songs, but as you mature as a musician and a guitarist, you want self expression, not just learning cover songs. You wont have new bands or new songs by just learning covers, those bands that we are listening right now also doing their own original composition.

I message fei yesterday morning with the intention of pulling out. Telling him i don't really enjoy playing covers songs and it's a burden for me to learn covers. It's not that i think that i'm good, but it's just as a person that wanted to play music and a person with some background in arts and designs, you need something to express YOURSELF, not just copy from other people.

But the bad/good thing is... fei 'managed' to convince me to stay. I'm just a fucking softie. People just need a bit of effort to convince me into something. damn it....