4 days ago.....

these few days were hell, cant get enough sleep. need to go to the hospital for 3 nights (starting from last friday) and i need to take 1 day leave on tuesday, coz i'm really tired, even though i don't need to take care of my grandma the whole night, just from 10pm till the next morning around 7am or 8 am. luckily my bro and my aunties were there also. staying in the hospital at night really gives me the creep esp when my brain starts to think of something like spirits and ghost etc. damn. there's a few things that happen within friday nite till today.

FRIDAY:

• went to the hospital to take care of my grandma (hmm...not to say take care) i'm just there to sit and accompany her and my aunties for some apparent reason. the first day, boring. went to 7-11 to buy some food stuff to eat. my granma was admitted to the ICU because her BP was low. so when she was pushed inside the ICU, we can't go in. so lepak at the waiting hall, chat, eat and sleep. it's damn difficult to sleep there, the sofa was small, just enough for 2 person to sit, and the arm rest was having some problems. it was noisy when i tried to rest my legs on it. after 2 hours, i cant stand it anymore, i find another sofa, a single seater, and sat there and dozed off till 6/7 am. my body was aching esp my neck. and there was one occasion when i opened my eyes i saw a chick passed me by, the image was blur, like a dream.. i'm not imagining thing, she was for real. the first time i saw her, she was like 3 metres away, so when i opened my eyes again, she suddenly dissapeared into thin air. (i was just making that up) haha..so when i opened my eyes again, i saw her again..a bit closer and walked pass me. after that went back home, slept for a few hours.

SATURDAY

• need to go the hospital again at night. my grandma was released from the ICU. so we just sat by her room. lepak there. one of my aunt slept early. she was very X10 tired. took care of my grandma for more than a week (never missed a day) for more than 20 hours/ day. she took leave for that week.
• waiting for the much anticipated match between Man Utd and Arsenal on sunday. unfortunately i can't watch that game. need to be in the hospital that night also ( sunday, 24th). if the devils lost, the will not stand a chance for a title chase. and Arsenal will stretch their lead to 50 match unbeaten run.
• one patient from the opposite bed scared the hell out of us, me and my bro. she had a dream, and she sounded like a turkey in her dreams. she was making the 'turkey call'. i thought it was some kind of ...........(i left this for your imagination)
• had a 2 hour sleep. damn noisy. a group of malays were making noises in the hospital. fuck those assholes. they are inside the hospital and they think it's their home, or they are having a party. damn inconsiderate assholes.

SUNDAY

• i was whining all day coz i cant watch the fooball match. really looked forward to that match. i planned to take 2 hours off to watch the match, but was warned by my dad. he won't say anything, but my aunt will. i got an idea, i asked my sis to report the match updates to me via phone (sms).
• still whining...."arghh..why can't i watch the match tonite" (in cantonese)
• went to the hospital as usual. nothing special happened.
• my sis updated me with the score line around 12++ am. van Nistelrooy scored trough a penalty. (and the papers said Rooney dived. coz there's only minimal contact between him and Sol Campbell. who gives a fuck. robert pires also dived oftenly during last seasons campaign. (thank you to the ref.) and van Nistelrooy had a chance to repay Arsenal their 'favour' last season. a few Arsenal player mocked him because he failed to score a penalty last season.
• the second sms received. Wayne Rooney scored another goal. he tapped the in the second goal after receiving a pass from Alan Smith. and there's something to cheer on, that fucking lame defender named John O' Shea didnt play. woohoo....now that was something to cheer on. Man Utd was having some pretty bad runs. so this win will be remembered...hahah
• was damn tired. were there till 8am. it rained very heavily. for a while. so went back home, turned on the tube, and i manage to watch a few minutes of the match. after that... dream land, here i come

MONDAY

• grandma went back home already. so that night we have to stay at my aunt's place. she was getting better already. thank God.
• i planned to work on the next day, but i took leave. damn fucking lazy coz i really hated that motherfucking company. and chyn already hand in his resign letter to his boss. but i need to wait for a while before i hand in my letter.
• my aunt had a dream also. she dreamt that someone came and took my grandma away that nite. and she talked and mumbled something. she said that something covered her mouth when she tried to talk. that's why i heard some 'muffled' words that i didnt understand. and then i heard she 'asked me to come and help her'. soon she woke up... scared the hell out of me.
• tuesday morning, i was blurred. so i smsed kumar and told him that i cant go to work that day.