Nope.. I didn't get the JOB

Hmm.... I didn't the Guitar Collection job. I really do hope to get the job so bad. This is the time that i really wanted a job so... badly. I was pretty dissapointted. But it's ok. Life goes on.

The other day i went to an interview for Red Eagle Security. I was hoping to at least get a job first. I want to move out from my aunt's place. It has been too long now. I felt bad. My morale is going down. It's getting pretty depressing some days.

Might be meeting up with a guy from facebook. He was a business man. I hope can share some experience/knowledge from him.

Interview at Guitar Collection

i went for an interview at Guitar Collection in Taman Tun just now. I got a quite shock suprise. I thought i will be interview by the more senior management people, and there's other thing than a few chat.. here and there.

BUT.. to my suprise. The guy who interviewed me asked me to fill in some forms. And then after that.. i saw him took out a classical guitar. I told myself.. "Ohh! Shit....It's like a fucking audition."

I was asked to play classical guitar (which i really sucked at).. then passed me a steel string guitar (which i played some 'finger style' and some 'fake' bossa nova) and lastly he handed me the electric guitar.

And i had to play all the guitar. I panicked like shit. By hook or by crook, i whack some tunes that i wrote myself. Most all the tunes i played i wrote it myself.

I'm still a bit shocked. And he asked me whether i know how to read notes and stuff. Well i said i can't. And asked me whether i had teach before. I said no...

Please, I want this job bad enough!!!! It's not about the pay, it's the opportunity to eliminate my weakness in selling and stuff.

It's BACK to Haunt ME

I'm sick and tired of being in my current condition right now. I'm not going nowhere and i fucking hate it. But i'm not going to let my past haunt me, i will look to the future. Fuck my past, I CAN DO WHAT I WANT TO DO IN MY LIFE.